Monday, May 29, 2006
Kimberly posted at Monday, May 29, 2006
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Past.
WE used to have laughter everyday.
WE used to understand each other heart.
WE used to be the most envious couple.
WE used to be so sweet.
Now.
WE are always quarreling.
WE don understand each other anymore.
WE are the one envying other couples.
WE are nw so cold.
Why will things become like this? My bf has always been the one i wished to lean on everytime i need. But nw, i'm afraid. I'm afraid to lean on him. I'm afraid to tell him my problems. I'm afraid to be myself infront of him. I'm just like another girl nw who wished my bf would care and understand me. But warTever i do or say, leads to quarrel. Why like that? I don't wish for a perfect love. But maybe a love that can bring me happiness. Did i ask for too much? I really don't understand.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Kimberly posted at Monday, May 22, 2006
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Afew days to school holiday again. But i will be taking my MT O level. Although i love MT and my MT is nt that bad afterall, i felt pressurized. This will be the first O level paper i'm taking. And my aim gonna be an A. hoho. Really gonna start studying hard for my exams becoz i can't afford to fail. It's wasting my money if i really fail. Help me pls. Finally tmr going to rebond my hair. Really can't stand my hair that way. So fucking messy. Nth to do nw. Damn bored. =)
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Kimberly posted at Thursday, May 18, 2006
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Things really messed up my life recently. Have nt been updating my blog becoz i'm plain lazy. Got back some of my results and all i can say is that.. too bad. hoho. Nono. Going to work harder cause i have been slagging in TERM 2. And ytd, i cut my hair. At first, it looked quite nice. But after i washed it. It's nt as straight and i hate it! Hope i can get my hair rebond asap. REally cant stand abit of wavy hair even. So.. Have to ask my sis for her opinion. Hehe. waRT should i do nw. Damn boring.. Ohyaya, i ate durians today! It's expensive one kk! One box cost 35 bucks but it really tasted so niceee. Kk.. Gonna stop here for nw. Take care peeps.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Kimberly posted at Thursday, May 11, 2006
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Maybe if i really have the courage, i would have jumped down. Problems always come to me so easily and it make me so fucking stress and uneasy. Can i demand all those friendships, love, family ties all gone? No one is really helping me. I am like being left in this pathetic world alone when really no one really makes a difference to me. Shalehin, let me have that courage of urs at that point of time. Ur name is still nt weird to me although i have nt been hearing for about one year plus. U are still so loved and missed by all of us. Hope u are in peace nw.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Kimberly posted at Wednesday, May 10, 2006
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Wednesday~ waRT to post. Really missed him.. alot.. hoho.. But one more day and it's gonna be fine. Having exams for the past few days so haven been updating my blog for a long time.. hehe.. but that's an excuse anyway. i'm still online as usual. But juz lazy to come in. Gonna check out the new blog skin again. My blogskin is old, isn't it. Quite plain too.. Still thinking bout wher to go on Friday.. Feel like going escape but maybe we gonna wait.. So damn boring nw. Nth to do. Called that pig but he was slpinggg.. Argh.. Hubby ar, u always slp slp slp.. I noe u tired la.. But i v sianx too.. Lucky it's only 3 days, If it gonna be one week or more i think i will cry! hoho.. See u tmr my dearest hubby.. muacks muacks
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Kimberly posted at Thursday, May 04, 2006
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Maybe i really failed. I shouldn't have been too reliable on u. And nw, i feel that i can't live alone. I'm so afraid of loneliness and coldness. We should have keep a distance. I should have known this won't last forever. I have tried to keep u just nw, hoping that u will stay longer. But u insisted on going. U complained that my hse was too boring for u. I've got nth else to say. Let's just pray to God that we will stay on and don't part. I would just pray, because i don't hope for anymore. Neither do i believe and trust.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Kimberly posted at Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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Really damn fucking shag and tired today. Maybe it's becoz i set off too early ytd and i slept late at night and at last wake up early in the morning today. LOLx. I spent my whole afternoon slping after i came back from school. And nw, i have woke up. Lucky there's nt much hmework today. Quite stress recently as my mid year exams are approaching, in that two days time. If i don't do well this time, my parents are going to give me a good earing. hoho. Missed escape so much.. I wanna go there again. =(
Monday, May 01, 2006
Kimberly posted at Monday, May 01, 2006
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Supposed to go escape today. Erm, we did go there and in fact we already reached the doorstep. And it was open but ONLI FOR PRIVATE FUNCTION. Gosh. We wake up as early as 7 plus in the morning and went for breakfast and took that one hour plus train towards pasir ris. It's a complete waste of time! But enjoyed myself today with food. hoho. I think i'm getting fatter nwadays. Really going on diet. So fat so ugly. I enjoyed and relaxed for three full dayz and nw i have tons of undone hmework. Going to burn midnight oil today. =(
Kimberly