Maybe if i really have the courage, i would have jumped down. Problems always come to me so easily and it make me so fucking stress and uneasy. Can i demand all those friendships, love, family ties all gone? No one is really helping me. I am like being left in this pathetic world alone when really no one really makes a difference to me. Shalehin, let me have that courage of urs at that point of time. Ur name is still nt weird to me although i have nt been hearing for about one year plus. U are still so loved and missed by all of us. Hope u are in peace nw.