Selfishness is part of a nature of humans. Isn't it? Even how close this person is to you, even how much he/she says love you. How can that be compare with family bonds? From this lesson i have learnt about outside world's reality. Only my family members ain't selfish towards me. They care about my affairs, whether i have eaten and how am i feeling? Did others care? Even he claims to have take care of you, in the reality, did he ? This is one thing. Another cruel fact, TRUST. Now i know who to trust and who not to trust. I chose to trust your words even after so many incidents. Over and over again, did you fulfill what you said? Only my family members and close sisters can be trusted. Other than that, even the one sleeping beside you always, the one who hugged you, kissed you on your cheeks, can't be trusted. Sad to say this. But i gave up thinking. From what you did tells me alot, how much i can trust you. It's ok. I take this as a lesson learnt, acceptation to the cruel reality. Haven taken my lunch yet.. Hmm. Think i will just have a simple lunch, Cook maggi mee. Hee