Real bad day.
Sorry, i can't really think right nw. My mind is in a mess and i don't know what am i thinking nw. And i'm feeling damn fucking down peeps! I really don't know if i'm really right to get into this relationship. Pls don't blame me for nt believing ur love. Because i had long lose confidence in guys, esp when they say they are true to me, only me and these are all fucking bullshits that doesn't come out from their heart and the worse thing is i took it fucking real seriously! Ain't i dumb enough? First, second and third. They are all the same. I can't figure out sometimes why all these things happened to me u understand! Guys like to take gurls as their toys in relationship and girls took guys as their treasure!! T-R-E-A-S-U-R-E. Don't wanna think much. If one day we are still separated again. I won't hold back. I will accept that we are not meant to be.