Just when i thought that i'm xinfu and when i'm at the highest point of love, somethings brought me down. I really don't knw what to do nw. I'm really confused. My mind is thinking mad. I thought i could already see my future, but it all disappear within that one second. I don't see any images, him and things nw. i used to have beautiful dreams. Sometimes i think why am i making things big, spoiling moods. Please blame it on my love to u is too deep. I can't stand every little obstacles becoz i wan it to be perfect. But i don't think we can reach there. Sorry that i made it so frank. But i have to. Are u really going to giv things up if we r really separated? Why make it liek this? I perserved everytime u know that. But everytime u seems like it's nothing to u, whereas me making the calls and do all those stupid things. I don't except u to return me anything. Becauz i knew love ever gives it never claims. But neither do i expect u time and again to giv me hurting words. I don't wan to say that i'm perfect becoz i'm really not. But at least i do apologise with sincere. Ur apology to me was no cure becoz i knew u didn't take it seriously. U juz wan me to stop everything that's why u said that. Is that all ur love to me? Is that all? If that's the case i really got nth to say ba. =)