It hurts.
Maybe u don't it is, i was pointing at what u have just said an hour before. U doubt it. I can't think anything nw. To think that i have given everything, but still i can't get what i want. Maybe u think that it's irritating to be talking to me and i don't reply u. But have u ever thought of urself? For every 3 hours we meet. At least 2 hours of that u wants or were in arcade. And this is not the first time. Yes, other guys do have their girlfriends besides them for game, but for me ain't it too long? There's no point telling u anything because i think it's useless. U can never get the fact right. Even that, i have no right to remain silence when i'm angry and have no right to throw temper because of this. And furthermore, u still doubt that there were other reasons. U doubt me. I don't wanna reply ur two msgs because i think it's useless. Everything is useless since u can doubt me of this. It's useless to think. No one would cares. I hate seeing u walking away from me, living me in that place. But already did it. I hate staring at ur back feeling u away from me. But i have to accept all these because it's fate.
Am so stress about about the F&N project nw. Father, please, i really prayed that things will really go smooth for me. I am stress about everything. Send me an angel and bring me up with u. I don't wish to stay at this place which Satan is controlling. It's taking away my soul and polluting my mind. But how can i?